Sunday, December 20, 2015

宅急便之後的句點

最後一份禮物
以後都不會再走下去
不,是不知道怎麼走下去

歌單里的情歌巡迴播放
明明沒有與你的回憶
卻不知道為什麼會憶起你對我說的每一句話
接著鍵盤上就出現水滴

走著哪兒都會有你的身影
還記得我們坐在階梯上聊心事
還記得我們淋雨走在無人的街上
還記得我們坐在門口吹風聊天卻一直說不冷
不
不應該再記得
不應該再回憶
刪除
如果存在,我會毫不猶豫按下去

退出那個充滿你的地方
只希望我們接下來的日子不再相遇

Sunday, December 13, 2015

當我看見柯基憶起你

我喜歡
我拒絕
我糾結
我揪心

想忘記
卻回憶

不關心
卻在意

距離   真的很可怕

在身邊
心卻遙遠

為什麼你老是出現在我眼前!

Sunday, December 6, 2015

Lighten up your day, no matter what happen.

Another moody post?

I really don't want to remind it but it just came out, disturbing, annoying, what for?
Just realized that reality kills.

Today's match, the result, not impressive thus worse, but forgivable. It's first try for most of them, as a newbie, first thing, first try. Just promise not to hurt yourself.
Originally I'm not going to attend the match today, but thanks to my co-team, ended the discussion earlier, unexpectedly. But unexpected too, saw someone who suppose not to appear in the team, but no doubt, she's in, as I expected. And, a person that did nothing in the whole day, expected too.
Well, something that relieved is praise from coach, 'though he's unable to remember my name, but the thing is, his praising. Nothing is much more meaningful than this.
'Though there's still something that keeps me moody, but things change. I won't be down the whole day, 'cause God will give something that lighten up my day.

Wednesday, November 25, 2015

生日禮物

一個月裡面去了兩次醫院,不過不是我生病或急診,都是陪人家去的啦。第一次是陪親愛的菜菜佩茹,胃原本就不好的她差點把我嚇死,前一天晚上突然進急診,要不是我大一有規定老早就衝去醫院陪她了!結果醫生也查不出個所以然,安排她第二天去泌尿科,幸好我沒課,就請示了學姐陪她去看診,雖然之後睡著了哈哈!因為真的等很久吖...

昨天又去醫院,這次,算是巧合,也不完全是。

Saturday, November 21, 2015

Soccer Life.

如果是以前,這絕對不會是我生命里不可或缺的東西。

Sunday, November 15, 2015

4點以前的故事

昨天真的是有史以來,第二次可以跟一個人聊了這麼久,凌晨4點,有點懷疑自己的肝是否還安康。要不是一個巧遇,一個狀態,我應該也不會知道他的事。

至於什麼發展就不說了,隱私因素。
跟你的聊天,逐日稀少。有些事情,保持距離是最好的態度,就像我說的,改變,會變質。因為以前作出改變,所以變質,我很自私,又害怕受傷,所以我想維持。
其實,活在內心的自己,真的很醜陋,我永遠不會忘記那一堂普心課,那一堂課中,我與自己的內心對上,遇見自己後的那兩行不止的淚,我永遠不會忘記。

抱歉他走漏風聲,謝謝你的好,你的關心,你的好人卡。
我想維持現在,朋友、隊友,還有聊心的知己。這樣就夠了。